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“so close to dying that i finally can start living”
9 months agoGod, I am so tired of crying myself to sleep.
Or wanting to cry, like really cry, but can’t because I don’t want to wake anyone. And I don’t want to momentarily suffocate while stifling the sounds with a pillow.
I don’t want to be this anymore. I can’t accept that this will be a part of me for the rest of my life.
I’ll be stuck here until I can.
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And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.
"the hardest battle you're ever going to fight is the battle to be just you."
23.F
queens born, bronx raised. not so much living in my chucks literally as i am figuratively.
[i write without capitals because i think i'm e.e. cummings]
